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Have a lot of things to say. Have a lot of troubles to share. Have a lot of tears to overflow.
But I am alone in my room now so I can only type. Type, LIKE REALLY HARD. Now is not the time to pity my keyboard.
This is when no verbal words can describe my feelings perfectly. Even if there is, who to tell?
When again, I screwed things up again. I really did. No miracles happened. Wtf.
This should be expected! What else am I looking forward for.
Be a genius who never need to study? Stop your wishful thinking.
So you are telling me this is what I deserved. So I am really weak. So I study not enough. So I should sleep less.
I have always performed well during big examinations. From UPSR PMR SPM to PSPM. Maybe, those were all because I have been so lucky in all those examinations. I am never smart, as I thought, as people thought, as those results shown. I was just, too lucky. Everything was just an illusion.
My HIS module nearly broke my lowest score record in my whole lifetime. The other 4 modules are equally disappointing as well.
Please someone please tell me what should I do now. Cry or what?
I am a nobody. FML.

Medic students can be rather crazy!

Dicovered my new talent recently. I can cut fringes pretty well. Haha. Started to have this feeling when my roommate, Anjie trusted me so much and actually requested me to cut her bangs for her. And I actually dare to do so! First time cut fringes for the others. Kecha kecha kecha. And I success. My customer was satisfied and the others were impressed. They thought she had her bangs cut at some saloons. Hehe. Ehh this is called hostel-life people! Do crazy things together. :)

 Check out my new bangs! :) 

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每一个女孩都曾经是一个无泪的天使，当她遇上心爱的男孩时便有了泪，天使落泪，坠落人间，所以每一个男孩都不能辜负他的女孩，因为她曾经为了你，放弃了整个天堂。

如果我不再回忆过去

十一月无声无息地离开，十二月静悄悄地来。当每个人都在为了明天而努力，我却紧抱着过去不想放手。回忆，太美太美。它出现在我每夜的梦里，出现在我每个欢笑后的空虚感。我还在往前走，可是我却忍不住往回看。
不想面对的是现在，害怕迎接的是未来，我想念的是过去。

我嗅到了圣诞的味道 :)

给，亲爱的你。

你生病了吗？为什么你从来都是一个人。你确定这是你喜欢的吗？你确定你喜欢独处吗？你很潇洒地告诉别人没关系，因为你就是喜欢一个人，静静的。静静的看一本书，泡一杯咖啡，哼一首歌，听雨的声音，想念一个人。生活在这个世态炎凉，拥挤嘈杂的世界里，难得有机会一个人去品味孤独，体验那份恬静和静谧的时刻，很难能可贵。你不喜欢喧哗的人们，你不喜欢和大家小声讲大声笑。你不喜欢人云亦云。那，你为什么开始害怕一个人了？想要逃，却找不到理由。想要躲，却没有容身之处。漫无目的地流浪漂泊。转身之际，盼望着那把熟悉的声音把你叫住。虽然那是一种极度的奢侈。

Am I the apple of your eye.

The more you know a person, the more you like them more? or the more you hate them more?
The answer is very extreme isn't it?
Because you will never stay the same impression you have to a person.
To me, first impression is the thing that we can't trust the most in this world.
So, don't ever tell me that you fall in love with a person at your first sight. This is silly.
How can you pour in you heart and souls to a girl in just a glance?
Love signals should be transmitted through every eye contacts that speeds up your heart beat, every ups and downs that have been spent together, every sweetness that have been specially prepared to him/her, every tears that you have witnessed from her, to let you to be so sure that you want to protect her with all you can for the rest of your life.

Does love lasts long? How long is long? One month, half a year, 5 years, or 10 years?
How long can you keep your eyes only on your girl, and never yearn for other pretty girls out there?
This is difficult, because we are humans. Who never stops wanting the best and never stop thinking what others own is the best.
Am I too open-minded or am I too mature? Because I think that it is very normal for someone who already has girlfriend to fall for another girl. And I almost want to say that this is forgiveable.
Of course, girls are always the victims.
Then, what about the guys? Feelings are never under their control.
I pity you, if you are stuck in between two girls right now. I mean, as a friend.
But I will never pity you if you do this to me.
 

I want to be the apple of your eye, but I will never be.

To people who care of what others think of you.

What is the compliment that you wish to hear the most?

This is an old question, but I love this question, it reflects to me who I want to be.
What is yours? :)