Sunday, November 27, 2011

No 'buts' and 'what if' !

At times, I found out that I always get emo for certain same issue all over again.
Life is unpredictable.
People say, everything in our life happens for a reason.
It is bullshit la I know this very well.
I know I will know the reason behind it someday in the future.
But yet I am very curious to know it now, to know why I am here, why I had been assigned to be here.

Am I at the right place my dear God?
What if I chose Medic during my JPA aplication?
Why I got an A+ in Chinese but end up failed to get A+ for Moral?
Why Matrics system chose me?
It sounds offending, but why people with less A+ leads a looks-like-better life than people with more A+?
Is it merely because of skin colour?
Do you need people with good life telling you how good they are?
You are torturing me my dear.

We say, people tend to feel unsatisfied when there is compare among each other.
You dont feel you are blessed because you want to be blessed even more than the others.
But can anyone deny that they are selfish people?
No, humans are born to be selfish. Born to be.
It is just the matter of how well you cover up your selfishness.
I sadly realise that I will never get over this issue.
Because Dear God I have not get your answer yet.

There are no 'buts' and 'what if' in this world la, silly girl.
You should realise this sooner,
and wake up to reality.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

敬,我们的青春

我觉得一个作家的成败,
在于他能为每一个读者心中投下的震撼弹有多深。
他必须能够引起陌生读者们的共鸣,
在每个路人甲路人乙心底泛起阵阵涟漪。


趁着第二学期刚开始的空档,我又重复阅读了一本我很爱的小说。
我很念旧,也很情感丰富。
同一本小说我喜欢的话可以看个两三次。
一本小说的一段话,一部电影的一句对白,
都能够在我的脑海里一直环绕一直环绕。
我确信那是我们的故事,
一切都不是一场意外。


我想我是爱过你的。
爱过。

Saturday, November 19, 2011

If u know me well

1. I am tall. Very very tall for girls. And I am neutral about my height. I dont love it nor do i hate it. But i am poor in sports. Stop being deceived by my height and say that i must be good in volleyball, basketball or whatever ball. I am not le so sorry.

2. I am a computer idiot. A completely new technology idiot. I am always constantly outdated. Normally, I only visit Facebook and Blogger everytime I online. Hmm yea very slowww I know.

3. I have a bad sense of direction. I dont even familiar with the road to my home which i have lived for nearly 18 years. I think this is mainly because I haven got my driving license. I guess I will improve after i learn how to drive after my Matrics? Perhaps.

4. I dont like to go to cinema. Okay I know this is very weird. I just dont like it. Except there are nice movie out there such as Na Xie Nian. Or unless u are too special until I dont wanna say no to you at all.

5. I am scare of dogs, cats, cockroaches, lizards, bees, butterflies, snakes......... Anything that will move? My God.

6. I am a good listener. I dont like the embarassment where I need to struggle very much to find something to talk to a person. I am lazy to do so. Maybe this is why many people commented Eunice as a very quiet person? But believe me, I have a warm heart! :D

7. I study last minute. I dont want to be like this at all but this is how I study and this pretty suits me. I need coffee for me to stay up in the night. But dont label me as a coffee-lover.

Monday, November 14, 2011

为九把刀的青春热血而落泪

我突然之间很频繁地出现在这里,
证明了我正在放假。
没有了假期,很抱歉呵,这里就打烊了。
LOL.

他说,青春是一场大雨,
就算它会让你感冒,
你还是想回头再淋一次。
该死的九把刀,你勾起了太多不该被想起,
埋藏在心底的美丽回忆。

不要责怪女人的方向感

你有没有试过想像,自己现在在过的人生只是一场梦?
一场很长很长的梦?
一觉醒来,你在过着的竟然是另一个陌生的人生。
这时候,你是从美梦中带着笑容满足地醒来,
还是冷汗直冒地从恶梦中惊醒,希望自己永远都不要再做同样的梦?


我有两个很可爱的朋友,各自都会开车了。
其中一个跌破了我的眼镜,
在驾车途中会不自觉地天啊天啊天啊。
另一个经历了很多次的考车经验,驾得似模似样,
有一次,坐在她身旁的我提醒她说:
小心前面有个洞哦。


一转眼,她就进洞了。


:D  我不敢笑她们,因为她们太可爱了。
而且我知道我更糟。
女人经常被冠以方向感很差的封号,这是男人很难理解的一部分。
当然,有部分女性会很愤愤不平,竭力想摆脱这种花瓶印象。
我倒看得开。
我自认天生方向感是差中之差,连住了快十八年的自己家的路都可以不熟。
没关系,他们说美女的方向感都比较不好呢。
:p




我很想永远当乘客,做乘客是很幸福的。

Thursday, November 10, 2011

一去不回的时光

I wanted to write something about time.Because i cant grab it in my hands so i am going to jot it down here.
For your information i already finish my Sem One in KMNS.
Should i put :D or :( or :O or ?
Three parts to conclude my Sem One.

# Firstly, it's my friends!
They are different, friends that u can eat together, bath together, sleep together.
They are your neighbours, which u can knock knock their door at any time, to consult any studies problem.
Being so close to them in nearly six months, can i say i dont love them? :)




#  Second, band!
As i have promised before, here are some pictures to be shared!
We had several times of performance in Sem One.
Hopefully in Sem Two we have more! :D
Band is important to me, i just love myself in music.
I never know i will love this so much.
Without band, i will bored to death. D:
So thank you super friends! <3

Our setting up of performance.
Every time need to carry EVERYTHING from here to there.
Not as easy as u thought!

I like the first performance the most!
Our attires are all in WHITEEE :p

Our training every night

hmm. very serious.

erm, this picture can be explained.
Because normally we are bored when we are waiting for our turn to perform.
:p


# Thirdly, 我的四个贵人.
Talking about Gui Ren means i cant afford to lose them in my matrics life.
They are just.....so special.

He is my classmate.
He is Mister Ihsan.
Why i called him Mister?
Because he likes to call me Mister Eu.
The first time he called " Mister Eu! " , then i was like, huh i am not mister i am miss okay.
His reason also very special " umm sebab panggil org lain Mister very nice. "
-.- okay.
He always called me Mister Eu, easily made me laugh all the time. haha


His name is Hanif.
Good friend of Mister Ihsan.
A very kind hearted malay guy.
As cute as Mister Ihsan lo!
:)


He is the most special i guess.
My ex classmate, name Ibrahim.
 Loooking at his pose and u will know how special is he.
A very ideal clown, can non stop making ppl laugh.
Somebody like Ah Neo during my previous high school.
Thanks to him, i laugh more. :)


Lastly, my Mathematics teacher Cik Halina.
The most dedicated teacher i have seen before.
She sacrifice her time to have extra math lecture with us almost every night.
Always can crack jokes.
She teach good, making me not fear of math like i am fear of Add Math before.
Seeing us all in sleepy mode, she will take some Choki Choki or sweets from her car and distribute it to everyone of us.
Because she's not married yet, i think she gave all her love to her students. 
So i am lucky to be one of her students.
<3



THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE COLOURFUL.


Sunday, November 6, 2011

随笔一则

有位友人,被学校的马来男生追求。
友人很慌,因为没有恋爱经验,所以不知道自己是不是爱上他了。
该名马来男生长得很帅气,才华横溢,是学校的风云人物。
友人知道,异族恋是不会被保守的家庭所允许的,
因此忧心忡忡。
“ 你可以控制自己不要和他在一起,
但请不要控制自己已经爱上他的心。”
不可以让自己忘了爱的根本,爱的真谛。

今天在外遇到以前教过的学生,
她是很害羞的那一型,但是成绩很不错,是让我很放心的学生。
很难想像,我也有这么一天,
摸着我的学生的头,叫她日后要继续加油,知道吗,
给她祝福。
我好像老了。呵呵。
我终于体会到为人师表,
那种看着这些稚气的脸蛋,心里默默希望他们日后长大都能成才的心情。
我很幸运,因为我曾经有过这批学生,
因为曾经是一名老师。
虽然我曾经有过这么多的埋怨。

这几天在家翻箱倒柜,找出了小学和中学时期的日记还有纪念册。
然后我一看就看了数个小时,边看边偷笑。
有人跟我说过,
一个人被定义为成熟了,当他不再为自己所做过的事感到后悔。
不是因为所做的事情都完美无暇,而是学会了接受。
一直很记得这一句话。
我还没有完全成熟,因为我还是觉得以前的自己很傻很傻。
哈哈,人就是爱回忆,请允许我从以前不完美的自己学习。

很喜欢st john时期认识的一群好伙伴,
总是不会忘了约你出来喝喝茶,分享近况。
还会在适当的时候给你鼓励。
更不用说当你向他们求救的时候,他们总是义不容辞。
今天一样有了一个很棒的下午,thanks to Alex! :)

分享一则刚看到的小故事,
是黑人和范范的爱情点滴。
刚开始交往的时候,黑人送范范回家,
但范范每次只让他送到路口,所以黑人一直不知道范范家的确切地址。
有一天黑人说明天范范出门会收到玫瑰花,
结果第二天范范出门,门口真的放着一朵玫瑰花
原来,黑人在整条路的每家门口都放了一朵玫瑰花
女人最大的幸福莫过于能遇到这样一个花尽心思让你快乐的男人。


爱情就像是扯橡皮筋,
最后受伤的总是那个不愿放手的。
但我宁可希望爱情像扯橡皮筋,
因为它的韧性永远都在,永远不会变形,
不管双方一直固执的扯了又扯。


Friday, November 4, 2011

A little thing called love


 

Introducing a very very nice Thai movie.
A little thing called love.
Sometimes love can be just so simple and pure.
It will remind u of your school life love story.
I love it because the male lead is too handsome.
Dont u agreeee?
I wonder why Thai guy can be born with a very angmoh face.
It was able to make me laugh to tears,
yet it has a good ending which will make u cry.
Go search for it! :)
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