I WISH I FORGET I WISH I DONT CARE

 

OKAY LO FINE.
I AM GOING TO BE EMO OVER THIS AGAIN.
STUPID ME.
WHY I LOVE IT SO MUCH WHEN I KNOW I FOREVER NOT BELONGS TO THERE.
WHY MUST PEOPLE LOVE WHAT NOT BELONGS TO THEM.
WHY CANT I BE THERE.
BECAUSE I AM CHILDISH LIKE HOW I AM ACTING NOW?
I FREAKING SCARED OF THE FEELING OF BEING LEFT OUT.
NOBODY UNDERSTANDS.
I AM JUST FOREVER GREEDY.
BUT I COULDNT FEEL ANYTHING WITHIN ME.
I DONT EVEN OWN ANYTHING.
I SHOULDNT BE EMO BUT I AM EMO.
IT'S A TRUTH THAT I AM ALONE

Season of exam is coming again

My previous year6 students are going to have their UPSR soon.
Eunice laoshi wish u all a very big GOODLUCK!
Miss u all lotss!
Please score for my English. hehe :p
Form 5's are going to have their trials.
And i was reminded of the hardships i went through last year at this moment.
Hen kuai jiu hui guo qu de. JIAYOU!
Jiayou my dear daughters! :D
And, and
Those who are studying a-levels are having their big test after raya.
ALL THE BEST too!
Specially to bai zuer, ciawen, lianghui, yongxin and others who didnt mention to me about ur exam but u are going to have it too. :D hehe. Wishes are available for everyone!
Guess exams are forever non stop.
Jiayou people!

A post about you

Yes I am going to talk about u today.
Yes you jiu shi ni.
I have too much of bu-shuangness in my heart after what u had told me last night.
Although it was actually just a lie.
You should know i always easily trust what other ppl says.
Especially those who i care the most, and that includes u.
Eunice is, just that dumb.
So yeah, u succeded.
I was trapped. But with a bit of relief.
Hai hao ni shi pian wo de.
I shouldnt hoping anything else from u,
U have freedom to do what u like now,
beacuse u really not belongs to me.
No matter in the past, present or in the future.
But when i say zhu ni xing fu, i meant it.
Zhen de yi ding yao xing fu.
Because u really, really deserve this.
Somehow i know u are going to read this.
Can u feel my wishes for u? :)

我害怕你

当每一觉醒来都必须要面对同样的噩梦
当街上的每个背影都那么像你
我知道你带给我的不愉快还像影子一样的缠着我

我知道我惨了
我活在你的阴影之下
怎样才可以放开对一个人的恨？
时间，请帮我抚平我的伤口
谢谢你。

With the girlss

Hey, tell u what.

Sometimes u dont really need words to describe the feeling to be together with your loved ones.

Words are extra.

A hug is more than enough.

I am looking forward for more gathering.

<3

女人的高跟鞋

“ 小姐，这款鞋子很好看，可以拿最大号的给我吗？”
“ 好的，稍等。”

五分钟后。。。


“ 不好意思，小姐，鞋子不合我的脚，谢谢你。”

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这样的情景不知道在我身上上演了多少遍
我练就了厚脸皮，鞋店员工还练就了很强的耐性
仿佛从某个未知的时候开始
女装鞋店成了我只能引颈长盼的地方
可以理解吗？好像一种不属于我的另一个世界
女人们说，高跟鞋是我的生命
踩着高跟鞋仰望人群，我就是女王
忽然之间
走路会有风，走路不再畏畏缩缩
我没有吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸！
我只想说
请不要扼杀我欣赏漂亮鞋子的权利
请不要再对我品头论足
我的生命中虽然没有高跟鞋
但是依然漂亮
我会让人字拖成为我的时尚！

HOLIDAYS!

Hello to everyone out there! :D
It has been a long time since i updated my blog.
Just guess how busy is my college life?
finished my mid semester exam two weeks ago
This means a quarter of my matrics life gone.
Not going to recall back how i performed for my exam
the thing is
here comes my two weeks holiday so i am here! Woo!
HELLO JB! :)
Seriously, I cant stop smiling until now.
The feeling to be with my family is just too awesome.
and having to think that i am going to meet with my girls soon.
:)

I have been thinking that this world is so extremely wonderful.
Yes wonderful.
I certainly believe that God is an awesome person.
HE will not give u what u want, but HE will give u what suits you.
Because HE knows u better that anyone do.
Dont ever think of lying in front of HIM unless u are insane.
I dont believe in this before, but now, I decided to trust in HIM.
Thank you God.
I know why am i in kmns, and why i gone through changing of class,
and end up in S1EP4 now.
For there's always a reason behind YOUR actions.
Please continue to watch over me, and give me those strength i needed.
Amen.


I have too many plans for my two weeks holiday.
Too many people to meet up with
Too many chat to be continue with
It can be very very short and will pass in a blink of eye if i didnt planned it carefully.
U know what?
Me and my friends packed lots of books and homeworks in our laguages
Laguages are not for clothes anymore, but for our books
Who knows whether are we going to study in these two weeks? ;)
And okayyy, i am really tired as i just manage to finish up tonnes of assignments last night
And yeah
My first plan of my holiday is to lay back on my cosy bed and sleep like there's no tomorrow.
Goodnight! :)



When things are getting on like this so smoothly, time flies.
Things are getting on smoothly
IF you choose to ignore what makes u unpleasant.
I dont want to think about things regarding you. At least for this moment right now.
It makes me feel like crying so goodbye.